Extreme Vibrations – Chickened Out
I woke up at 7:30 AM this morning and noticed that my wife had moved over to my daughter’s room at some point and laid down with her. My daughter is almost 3 and occasionally will have nightmares or what not and come and get one of us. This was a perfect opportunity for a projection attempt. I went and emptied my bladder and then headed back to bed.
The temperature in the house was about 70 degrees so I snuggled up under the comforter and put my headphones and began listening to ”Hemi-Sync Support for Journeys Out of the Body – Condition A”. My technique this time was to repeat affirmations over and over while picturing myself sitting or floating in my cubical at work. I have such a nice cubical right by a window in the greenbelt of Austin. My affirmations were: “I’m pure thought”, “I now transfer to my higher energy state”, “I am not floating in my cubical”, “I am out of body”, and “It feels great to be free”.
It seemed that my focus kept bouncing around from the affirmations and back to the visualization of my cubical. I could see my cubical in my mind with crystal clarity. My attention would also occasionally redirect to what I was seeing in the blackness behind my eyes. I noticed that in the blackness there really wasn’t blackness. I don’t know if you have ever put a magnet on one of the old school tube TVs, but there is that discoloration, and that’s kind of what I was seeing in my vision except the colors were more subtle and would start out covering my complete field of vision and would then move inward to a point and disappear. This created a pulsating color effect.
I kept doing my visualizations and affirmations and then about 15 minutes into it I noticed that the colors in the blackness ceased and things got quiet. “Condition A” was fading and was barely audible. This is very hard to explain but the blackness felt like it expanded and somehow became 3D. I know that sounds strange, but that’s the feeling I got. The very next second the vibrations started, and they were extreme. The blackness started fading away and all the I could see was a white light getting brighter and brighter. This was not a point of light but was my entire field of vision which was fading from darkness to white light. It was so intense that my heart started beating like 150 bpm. I could not sustain this and bailed.
When I woke up, and this is the really strange part, my vision / perspective of the room was all distorted for about 5 minutes. I had no depth perception at all and it was if I could reach out and touch the wall that was 20 feet away.
The good news is that I know the new technique works and I was able to experience some new things. I think I just need to calm myself down like I have done in the past when I reach the vibrational state. This time was just much more intense than I have ever experienced so it caught me off guard.
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I love the pulsating colors behind my closed eyelids. Yeah, I agree with you that the beating heart can be scary. I’ve had it so bad along with an INTENSE ringing in my ears, It was frightening. I felt as if I was going to die. It gets better over time or so I hear. Everything gets easier with practice. I am also using the Gateway experience for the first time. It’s awesome.
Hi Chris,
Thanks for the feedback. I think goals more rapidly realized through group effort and analysis such as this. Thanks