Hemi-Sync – Answered Question
Last night I was very tired and didn’t feel like trying to project, however I didn’t want to waste a night so I got the Gateway Experience tracks out loaded up “Wave I – Discovery 2 – Introduction to Focus 10.mp3″. My goal was to practice achieving “Focus 10″.
I am the “oncall” guy this week at work so I am required to carry a Blackberry with me everywhere I go and must respond to any pages that come in. These pages alert me when customers run into issues with our hosted web applications or if one of my monitors indicate a server issue. These pages can come in at any hour of the day or night.
I become relaxed around 11 PM and put on the “Introduction to Focus 10″ track and started visualizing what Monroe was saying. I would like to point out that I always start off my sleep with the Gateway Affirmation because I “firmly” believe that thoughts become reality. The affirmation goes like this:
I am more than my physical body. Because I am more than physical matter, I can perceive that which is greater than the physical world. Therefore, in these exercises, I deeply desire to Expand, to Experience, to Know, to Understand, to Control to Use such greater energies and energy systems as may be beneficial and constructive to me and to those who follow me. Also, during these exercises, I deeply desire the help and cooperation, the assistance, the understanding of those individuals whose wisdom, development and experience are equal to or greater than my own. I ask their guidance and protection from any influence or any source that might provide me with less than my stated desires.
I got to the section that takes you through relaxing each part of the body and then had a vision of floating over this endless plane of three dimensional cubes lining the ground below me. This quickly disappeared and I was staring at the blackness again. Suddenly had the feeling that my body was swaying from side to side and that I was floating. I felt a surge of energy (vibration around my heart) and then without warning it was all shot down by the blackberry pager which sounded and pulled me completely back to waking life.
I got up out of bed and noticed that it was one of my monitors that I put in place. It was nothing critical so I went back to bed and put on “Hemi-Sync – Journeys Out of Body – Condition A”. I figured I was done with “Focus 10″ for the night and that I would just try for normal sleep. I wasn’t trying hold myself in the borderland sleep state by listening to “Condition A”, I just thought that something might happen involuntarily if I had it on.
20 minutes later heavy vibrations started which were interrupted by Monroe’s voice saying “Remember your purpose”. I was awake again at this point, completely out of the trance. I laid in bed for another 20 minutes and heavy vibrations started and once again were interrupted by Monroe’s voice saying “Remember your purpose”. I finally fell asleep somewhere between one to 19 minutes later.
I woke up at 4 AM and had a strange swimming sensation going on in my head. The headphones had fallen off at some point. I went for a bathroom run and then came back to bed and put “Condition A”. I started staring at the blackness and 15 minutes later I felt like there was something with me, a presence in the blackness. I don’t think I was out of body but I asked the question “Am I doing things right?” and I clearly got a reply back, “You are doing things perfect”. I took the headphones off and fell asleep.
So what does all of this mean? I really have no idea. I think that I should move on to the “Condition B” track that doesn’t have Monroe’s reminders.
I am pretty sure I would have reached the out of body state if it had not been for ”Remember your purpose”.
I can’t do anything about the Blackberry alerts that wake me up, but it would have been interesting to have seen it progress further.
The reply that I got to my question seems to indicate that I am on the right track. We will see
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That 3D blackness is the space where your 3rd eye is looking at. Try to look from your forehead, not from eyes
. Maybe you can remember moments when you are lying in bed and sometimes you think that the wall is being located on the different side? That’s the feeling which you could try to catch, to turn your 3rd eye around
Hope, it will help. I like your keen wish to achieve the astral world
Hey dbmathis,
It sounds like you are able to keep extremely calm during all these feelings and exit sensations. Does it come naturally or are you doing anything to remain calm.
Hi DreamGlider,
Thanks for the insight. I have never considered looking from the perspective of my forehead, fascinating! I will try that.
Hi AstralZ,
I think there are several reasons I may stay calm when others do not.
a) Fear is derived from the unknown and I have stepped across a couple of times already so the unknown factor has somewhat been converted to knowns.
b) I practice Monroe visualization of locking all of my fears that remain in a box that nothing can escape from. this seems to help.
c) Over the period of the last 10 years I have almost died several times. One of these times I had a heart attack due to an electrical issue with my heart.
d)I lived out in the dense woods alone for years so I got used to being alone in darkness many nights so it is no longer unknown.
e) Most of the time I just tell myself to be calm and it happens.