The Malleable Light

Hi All, long time since logging in. I’ve been trying to get the time but busy doing other things..

Over January & February I found a substantial part of my dream memories were of an emotional nature. Dreams that were very symbolic, communicative and sometimes directly healing. In the past month and a half I’ve had about three experiences I wanted to report.

The first I considered an OBE. I woke due to my 10mth old and was awake with her for somewhere around 1-2hrs. Her mother woke and said “Why don’t you go back to bed?”.. My Mrs. has trouble going back to sleep if she gets woken but not I

So I trotted off to bed and thought I would meditate lying down to help me get back to sleep & because I felt like meditating

After a while (maybe 20-30mins) of Anapanna meditation I felt an indescript feeling that i could only relate as a familiar pre-OBE feeling. I then shifted focus to my body and there was a general feeling of something but definately no vibrations of any strength. I then went back to Anapanna as I had no intention of projecting. Before I knew it I was asleep and found myself in the downstairs of my house. Because this happened about two weeks ago much of the detail is gone from memory but I found myself suggesting to myself that I was having an OBE. I was talking to people telling them i was having an OBE. I remember this woman I was talking to was suggesting, “No, No. You’re not having an OBE you’re high on Marijuana”.. I use to smoke the stuff so was then a little unsure.. I KNEW absolutely I was in an altered state of reality and felt very light and free and thought “No, I’m not high I’m in an OBE”.. The theme downstairs was that it was my nextdoor neighbours birthday.. The interesting thing about this is after I woke I asked my Mrs. if she knew when the neighbours birthday was, she said “I know he’s a Pisces (sun sign) so it must be soon”. I saw him a day or two later and asked him and it turns out it’s in early March.. cool huh!! Much of the rest of the experience is in fragments except for a part where someone else was attempting to convince me I had been smoking marijuana”.. I was thinking “I sort of hope not”.. Then I felt what I was experiencing..and it was so much nicer than any marijuana high i have ever experienced (and thats heaps) I was convinced that I was OBE and while in OBE thought to myself “People wish they felt like I do now when they get high”.. then I wondered, “Is this what people are hoping they are going to be experiencing when getting high?”.. I wonder…

There was one time in this OBE that I considered shifting back to my body to prove to myself that i was OBE.. Just the mere thought of doing that produced a feeling in my astral body that made me aware that my physical body was indeed asleep in bed with strong vibes .. I knew I was OBE by this feeling and decided to stay.. I believe by going back to my body consciously I would have retained better memories but it was so nice to be out and i could feel i could sustain it so i played the staying out game

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One other thing that happened was fairly unusual for me.. I had an alien come to me in what i describe as a vsion (while sleeping) and it said “We are coming”… This alien was reptilian to look at (though never seen one before, not even a drawing) with green skin and scales. It (he) was short.. Maybe 5′2″ tall and had very broad shoulders very little neck… It’s manner was urgent though friendly, it seemed like it was warning me so I’m not so surprised or fearful when they come. It felt like it (they) almost HAD to come to Earth,like they (it) had very little choice… Although I believe Alien beings most very likely exist (due mainly to the masive expanse of galaxy & universe out there) – I have never spent much time thinking that they would be coming to Earth and even less time that they would come in a form/manner that would allow them the be visible to us… Over December/January I was reading an e-book by Tayesin from Astral Pulse which speaks a lot about UFO’s Aliens and the like, so not sure how much this influenced this encounter.. Maybe it just allowed me to open up to allow this being to contact me, but who knows?

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The last experience I consider a very Lucid Dream.. the main theme in it was me practicing my flying skills.. Couple of interesting things to note here.. 1. Spent most of this flying lesson in the car driving position (like sitting in the car seat).. It was quite fun

More importantly I note that 2. This experience (considered an LD) was much more colourful and vivid than the experience I called an OBE earlier.. The main differences & why I categorise them differently is I had much more awareness in the OBE.. In the OBE I believed that I was OBE.. I’m sure from the feeling I got, if I did try to move back to my physical body I am SURE I would have ended up in my bed with vibes all over my body.. In the LD I felt like I was dreaming.. I was aware I was dreaming but had no awareness of my physical body or any desire to go back and no desire to do anything else but fly…

I hope something here may help someone in some way,

Thank you,

Dean K

Dean Keune Astral Projection, Dreams, Lucid Dreams, Meditation, Progress Alien, anapanna meditation, Astral Projection, Lucid Dreams, Progress

As far as I’m aware this mornings adventures play out in the following order..

It starts with a dream of my Naturopathy Graduation Party (which I’ve already had) but in the dream it is a much ‘darker’ party.. not much to mention here…

following this I am dreaming I am following my daughter through the stars.. It’s like I’m following her around like I might do in waking life just to make sure she stays safe.. When I awaken I wonder if this has any reference to the possibility of her incarnating on planets and me being her father or parent in past and possibly future lifetimes..

While still in the stars (dream) I begin to become more aware especially after I get this quite strong feeling suggesting to me -> “You are about to have an OBE”.. I figured this to be true and made some mental preparation for the next part of the process.. At this stage I wasn’t aware of my physical body, any vibrations or even where I was located anymore.. I then felt the familiar sensation of my astral body separating from my physical body… My legs were being pulled up and over my head, which is an exit stratergy I’ve never even thought of using, now it was happening to me.. It felt OK, so I went with it..

Next I find myself in my parents house (where I grew up).. I can still feel the sensation of the separation, and my legs being pulled over and behind my head.. When out I figured I was having an OBE so I ran out of the bedroom, past my Dad who was sitting in the kitchen, and went to jump off the veranda but quickly thought to myself “What if I’m actually awake and go SPLAT on the ground (after I jump from this 12ft high veranda)”.. Just in case, as I pass the door on my way to the veranda I tap the door frame with my hand – it feels hard. “I’m possibly in physical reality?”, i wonder.. I think “No, this is an OBE and I remember the separation from my body”.. I then aim to test reality and make my way for another room that has quite a big window in it, I jump out of this window and fly a little, but not real well, and land on the ground in the backyard about 50m away (my parents live on a farm).. As soon as I hit the ground my Mum has followed me outside and sees me, but almost as soon as I hit the ground I rocket up into the air at tremendous speed and watch the roof of the house become smaller and smaller as I fly high up into the air and away from the Earth…

Just then I begin getting a call back to my body.. I try to fight it but I haven’t got enough control and I find myself waking up in bed with a kind of “Damn it, I knew I was OBE” type feeling.. I couldn’t go back and was now awake..

In this experience although I had a fair amount of awareness I did find myself questioning myself as to whether I was in OBE or awake. I also jumped through a window that should have had fly screen on it but didn’t I consider the experience at my parents house an OBE as I had some familiar exit sensations and was pre-warned but apart from that it felt very much like a lucid dream. This further confirms that the separation between the two experiences is minute and only possibly defined by the individual’s experience. Although the RTZ (Real Time Zone) talked about by Robert Bruce may feel and react differently. As yet I don’t know,

Peace

Dean Keune Astral Projection, Dreams, Lucid Dreams Flying

I have been in a cycle of very few dreams or other AP type events… but that seems to happen to me and soon I’ll be in a cycle where Dreams and Lucid Dreams are nightly or multiple nightly

Anyway…  I was having quite a pleasant lucid dream that I was totally content in.. I could fly, I had pretty close to full waking consciousness at times, but I didn’t feel like moving to an AP which is now often my goal when becoming lucid…

I was in a scene on the road of my primary school.. I felt like I was in my twenties or later..

Where this becomes interesting is when I get tired of the dream and decide to take some more control..

My current AP target has been Dec 2012 – Jan 2013… Every now and then in the day I recount that this is my target..  So when leaving the Lucid Dream it was natural that this is where I wanted to go.. Though I forgot to get ready for an AP (ie. aim for physical body back in bed -> project etc)..

I actually seemed to move forward (in time) within the lucid dream.. My desire to go forward in the future caused me to spin around (I actually believe that the scene around me was spinning and was I still)..

Whichever way it was, I found myself in what I took for 2012 (though no way to tell other than this is what i was aiming for) – (nothing much had happened by the looks of it!)…  I then thought I should actually aim for Jan 2013..

When I landed I was in the same location.. things look the same as they do in reality though compared to my earlier lucid dream the scene has now changed to night..

I’m in Australia.. same locale.. nighttime.. behind me is the service station just as per reality.. I stand underneath it’s cover and close to me are a few people.. There is quite a large storm off into the distance with lightning.. The ground feels as though it is trembling off into the distance (but i can’t be sure about this)..

I look to the storm and lightning and ask someone next to me “What is that?”..

“That”, they said.. “Is Krakatoa”..

???

So I’m not sure where I landed, but if it was Jan 2013, part of me on some level must think that in Jan 2013, Krakatoa has recently erupted or been erupting???

In waking life I have wondered if there will be an increase in volcanic activity while moving to 2012..  though I’ve never consciously thought about Krakatoa particularly (though i know of it) so I’m not sure how much this influenced what I saw,

Thanks for reading,

Merry Christmas
Dean

Dean Keune Lucid Dreams 2012, Flying, Lucid Dreams

Firstly I want to again thank David for helping on this quest as I do not know if I would be projecting already if not for joining the malleable light  I’ve had a few minor events lately but nothing worth of mention till now..

An hours worth of continuous projections you ask? I think I did experience this, and I’ll tell you why later. I believe I could have probably kept going longer if not for needing to remember the experience and therefore choosing to wake up before projecting when close to awake at the last stage.

This is not all fun and was a little scary at a few points but I survived and learned much about controlling the experience and how to switch environments when in a projection!!

Firstly how this occurred.. I have finished most of my university degree, only a few weeks clinic and a few weeks external hours left.. My Mrs and I decided it was time to eliminate our 6 1/2 months child’s nighttime breastfeed.. Other than she’s old enough to not need it, it’s just making us – particularly my Mrs too tired as there may be more than one feed… Anyway.. tonight/this morning was the first day we eliminated the feed.. so my Mrs tried to put her to sleep when she woke around 3am, then me, then both of us (while we chatted with the light on) then the Mrs again. After about 1 1/2hrs (she’s quite stubborn) she fell asleep then us.. basically we were up for quite a while, which I believe helped bring on this experience.

It felt like moments.. soon after laying down (though I must have been asleep so can’t be sure – but) after what felt like a continuous stream of consciousness – I began to feel vibrations then felt and heard my ears popping (which I’d never experienced before).. I knew what was happening so went with it.. My astral body almost moved itself out of my physical – I didn’t even have to try – I just went with it. The aim was to roll out of bed, out and onto the floor…

When I landed on the floor I couldn’t move – the room was dark and my vision poor – Then I could feel someone on top of me. “Great!” I thought as I thought it may be my Mrs. on top of me and she was in the mood for some astral sex – i like that! 

I still couldn’t see well and aimed for some more vision.. I could see as if through a small slit – it could be my Mrs. but not sure.. Then my mind questioned “What if it is not my Mrs. and its something more sinister?”… I had some minor fear… I asked to see who it REALLY was… I was now enjoying the experience less as not only could I NOT MOVE.. it may not really be my Mrs. on top of me!!

I wondered about dark entities I had read about and wondered if when I looked that I would see a vampire or similar just about to bite down on my neck instead of my Mrs..

When I got more clarity it was still dark (it was mid-morning) and who I saw was the Gene Simmons character from the 70’s band KISS though with a tiny body and big (but not full sized, head). After just now looking on the net it shows that his character was “the demon” so not sure what that says… anyway I started to feel fear again but instead of panicking I thought “I do not want this to be happening” and tried my best to send this being some love and light and I was free!!

The scene changed and I felt like I was projecting again.. I will say here that for almost every time except one (later) – each time the scene changes I either do it deliberately by spinning/twisting turning or similar or I feel like I’m back in my body and doing the last part of the projection again with stepping my legs out etc…

As said I had multiple experiences.. the first few were projecting into the room I was sleeping in.. after the idea from the first experience – having sex with my Mrs was the best thing I could think of now, which IS very nice, and that became my goal as she was in the first few projections.. strange alterations in the scene etc ie. Her character changing into other characters, which I even tried to stop, meant I never got very far with that goal. (The character changed shape but the rest of the scene was stable which was interesting – different than in my dreams).

Sometimes I projected into the room and it was dark, sometimes a light would be on.. one time I turned the light on (and it worked)… – usually if I projected or spun and altered the scene and it was very dark I projected/spun again as I didn’t want to project into the dark after my experience with the KISS character..

Often I was flying.. In the most interesting group of events I projected into the bedroom, flew outside and it was daytime… I figured I was in the area where I lived.. I thought about validating the projection experience so looked around closely for markers and areas I could recognise later… In one particular direction I noted I flew higher over a little hill and almost on the top of this rise nested amongst the houses was a frangipani tree (I view this our Mine/Mrs. flower – another story) and just past that another plant which I though I would recognise in it’s location/proximity to the frangipani but can’t remember the type now… just past those to the right was a house with a large flag hung over it’s brown painted wooden fence…  the flag was on it’s side, blue and with a half moon crescent (laying on it’s back) and some other symbols (all in white) .. most which I can’t remember now.

Then I remember projecting here again later (so I think this exists somewhere).. I took the same flight path past the same plants and eventually found my way into a house/barn/room. There were animals.. pigs (small ones).. geese or similar and others.. I had floated in here and a few in this room weren’t too happy.. I wasn’t supposed to be here.. The person most bothered by my presence looked like a man but had a face that resembled a pig (in ways without the pig nose) – I took this as the person in control of these animals – I noted a few other ‘people’ that had faces like animals – they didn’t seem like good people .. I didn’t want to bother anyone too much so decided to leave through a different entrance. I flew past a few beings that did the old “wooo..” ghost noise but I didn’t take too much notice and kept going…

In one other scene I wanted to visit my parents (they live 7hrs drive away)…  one time earlier I had seen some of my family (my Mum with my son and Mrs. etc) but not my Dad, and he was the main one I wanted to see.. I projected again and when outside my current house I saw the same things.. The rise of a small hill with houses, the frangipani etc.. I figured I needed to travel in the general direction of north to find my parents and once I’d established that direction I flew off – actually this is were I ran into the pig man house I think..-

Anyway the way I appeared at my parent’s house was different. The conscious stream was not as strong.. It was sort of like I was seeing dark then opened my eyes, and I saw myself flying towards my parent’s house.. My daughter (6 1/2 mths) eventually appears there and I’m carrying her while standing at the top of the stairs. I want to give her an experience of flying so I jump off the stairs (hopefully I’m in the astral), fall for a little (which was a bit scary) and then manage to fly while carrying her…  she rolls over while in my arms and we can again see the outside of my parent’s house.. I fly over and land on the steps and my Dad is there.. it now seems that I somehow hit my daughters head on something – maybe while flying – (though i didn’t) – and she had a little bruise on her head that my Dad helped me attend to..

That’s about the main bits. It was much more amazing than it reads. The feelings. The realness. The people. The flying:)… The continuous projections and the spinning was also fantastic.. It was truly awesome.. The only real scary bit was with the Gene Simmons character at the start.. otherwise this was the most cool projection experience I have had to date…

I believe most of 4:30-5:30am this morning was spent projecting..

The mentioned area outside my house I was visiting might be like what I experienced on some level as it was repeatable… Lets see if anything can be used for validation.. Pity I won’t be flying around my neighborhood in real life anytime soon to find out!!

Peace,

Dean

Dean Keune Astral Projection, Techniques Astral Projection, Flying, Techniques

This experience was, for me, another little taste of an OBE experience. As per my first experience, I awoke during a lucid dream and sought to convert this into an OBE. The separation plan… sit up in my astral body directly from the lucid dream as this was successful at the last attempt.

This experience differed from the last one as it was much more vague and many of the memories of the dream and the OBE experience were forgotten as I must have fell back to sleep while still out of body.

Rather than going back to my body shortly after the projection (as Robert Bruce suggests in Astral Dynamics and) which happened to me in my first conscious OBE, I possibly followed my original waking intention (should I have another OBE) which was to do some exploring beyond my bedroom. I believe I probably spent too long “out” and forgot how important it is to download the memories in order to have “success”.

What I do remember is:
1) Waking in my dream thereby converting it to a lucid dream
2) The experience of blackness behind my eyelids as I prepared to project.
3) Standing in my bedroom and being out of body and remembering how I got there & some of the “felt” experiences which preceded me in getting to where I was (though I haven’t yet remembered the exit itself) – the first thing I remember is feeling the floor underneath me – last time I was extremely conscious during the exit phase and remembered a lot of the separation experience, which (to me) was possibly the most profound part.
4) I remember telling myself that was out of body (OOB) and am not awake as last time the experience was so real and my consciousness so similar to my waking state I thought I was in fact awake. This time I convinced myself that I was “out”… though typing this I also remember testing reality after this by trying to push my hand through the bedroom closet sliding door.. I remember feeling it hard beneath my fingers and thought that this was odd as I thought I should be able to push my hand through the door – I don’t remember the outcome of any further tests as everything beyond this point is currently forgotten.

This experience is a good sign that I can currently convert lucid dreams into an out of body experience using this method as I’m now 2/2 from my last 2 lucid dreams.

The other thing that probably made this experience different than the other experience is that the previous experience happened after sunrise and I was ready to awaken. Last night the experience happened (at a guess) between 1-3am and I believe I fell back to sleep.

In order to collect full memories of future experiences I should keep the explorations fairly short in order to successfully “download” my memories of the experience. It may also be useful to release expectations about how the experience will proceed as I did have some preconception about how I would feel during the separation phase which may have had some impact on the experience.

Cheers,

Dean

Dean Keune Astral Projection, Lucid Dreams Astral Dynamics, Astral Projection, Astral Projection Techniques, Lucid Dreams

I just wanted to mention this.. as it’s interesting!

Firstly.. a bit of background. I’m a bit of a DJ, bedroom mainly but can play the odd party. I play breakbeat and I’ve got myself my own sound> It’s a leftover from my past lifestyle.. but I still dig a good breakbeat tune..(not too heavy though as some get way too dark and heavy for me)

Anyway there is a music store here in my little town that still sells vinyl.. i play vinyl.. there’s not many around anymore.. even in the cities.. i could travel 2hrs to the closest capital and they’d be flat having a larger vinyl stand than these guys.. I’m well known in the store and probably one of their more consistent customers..

So.. this morning I woke from a dream where the main fellow that owns the record shop is in the shop but it’s a much bigger shop.. it’s still located where it is in reality but the shop has extended into some of the other shops beside it and there is a huge “storage” type room off to the west side of the building.. The shop is painted differently than in reality. It has two shades of colour on the walls.. the top two 3rds is a shade of darker green & the bottom 3rd a dark blue colour..

The only people in the room are David (a co-owner) and myself.. There are no CD’s etc in the main room.. in the other “storage” room I see vinyl records sitting on the floor..

Eventually I transition into my awake state and while lying in bed remembering this I feel worried that maybe they are going out of business or struggling financially and that they need to change the room around to attract new customers etc..

Well.. I was in town today and I was so close to the vinyl store I decided to pop in.. partly to see what’s happening because of my dream and partly to see if they had received in any vinyl I had ordered lately..

After G’days and greeting each other.. I said to both Deb (the other co-owner) and Dave who were both there.. I had a dream this morning about this place.. “I dreamt that you were changing the place around”..

Deb (who was partly busy doing something else) flung her head around and asked “why? what did you hear? who told you?” in quick succession.

I said “noone i dreamt it”…

Then she told me a story.. they are looking at moving the business up the same street a little into a much bigger space that has become vacant.. There’s even an upstairs there which they are going to dedicate to vinyl..

I even explained to her about the colours I saw and she said a friend of hers that had inspected the empty space with her had thought of doing a 1/3rd-2/3rd colour split but they we thinking green and yellow…

Deb’s only seen inside this space once and they’ve just today had someone inspect it for them.. So who knows yet… it’s pretty early..

I figure somehow I was attracted to some kind of Astral Thought Bubble that Deb & Dave are creating and I’ve now begun to interact with..

It just seems so cool to me that this sort of thing is going on in the astral, mostly without our knowing..

Dean Keune Dreams Dreams

I’ve just woken from this so it’s an exciting start to the day to say the least..

I was dreaming.. it was a lengthy, vivid colourful dream one NEARLY worth telling.. eventually it progresses and I notice the scene in the dream has changed.. It’s still vivid and colourful and because it has been so vivid I wonder how I got to this scene.. Plus I’m naked and no one else is.. I’m sort of sitting/lying on the grass in this scene.. a quick question to myself suggests this is a bit weird and likely a dream! Here I become lucid… My Mrs is sitting beside me on the grass.. I’m super excited by this point.. I pat her on the back a few times with love and excitement and shout a feeling like “Yes! OBE?”

The plan was clear.. just sit up in bed! As the scene moved from the dream to the back of my eyelids I felt quick but most pleasant quite unusual vibrations (different than i’d ever felt doing vipassana) throughout my body.. AND i simply sat up…

I could see a little in the bedroom but it didn’t last long.. I then found myself in my body again and tried to sit up again… I felt the vibrations again but this experience also didn’t last long.. I remember something happening on this exit but after waking I couldn’t remember this exit aside from the actual exit sensations and then sitting up… I then found myself in my body (again with vibrations) but now i had difficulty sitting straight up.. I moved around a bit in an attempt to get out and at one stage had no idea of my orientation with regard to my physical body. I was completely confused…

I remembered one of the Lucidology videos and decided the way I was facing was possibly the same as my physical body so I decided to switch ends and hopefully have my astral feet up the end of my physical bodies head (Phew !).. Anyway this felt more loose and I found that a bit of rolling loosened me up and I simply rolled out onto the floor.. I could feel the floor underneath me.. I then crawled as I couldn’t stand and crawled to the end of the bed..

At the end of the bed I felt lighter and stood up and at the same time as I was just about to look for my physical body in bed I was so excited that I screamed my partners name with excitement saying “look i’m out”… My two children were there and came running up to me (though my youngest is only 5months and sort of floated/ran to me).. I heard them giggling and laughing and obviously happy with their Dads transition to this state.. but then I noticed my physical body wasn’t asleep in bed and the sheets on my side of the bed were even pulled back I thought I was actually awake and the rolling onto the floor and everything else after that was experienced in my physical body..

At this point my attention wavered and I slipped out of consciousness… A very short time later I then noticed I was still lying in bed.. damn! I tricked myself! I could feel vibrations again and started to remember the experience and got so excited about remembering and writing it down that I couldn’t exit again as I was becoming too awake!

Two interesting things:
1. I believe this was my first OBE as exit sensations were present and I feel like I had the same/similar consciousness in the short OBE as I do while awake although I was definitely not in the RTZ (Real Time Zone)
2. Interesting how I/we devalue the waking state enough to be happy to loose and at times consciously aim to loose consciousness in it – Thinking I was awake in physical and devaluing the awake state is why I lost consciousness in this OBE experience.

Thanks,
Dean

Dean Keune Astral Projection, Dreams, Lucid Dreams Astral Projection, Astral Projection Techniques, Consciousness, Lucid Dreams, Out of Body Experience

I wish I got up to write this dream down this morning after I woke from it.. but I decided not to write it anywhere as I wanted more sleep.. i took a little time to remember it before drifting off to sleep again but as we all know it’s much harder to remember a dream after drifting off to sleep again..

Anyway.. it was brilliant to say the least.. as per the title, my memory of it is short as I only remember the last little bit..

I’m with two or three other men.. sometimes I’m the third man at other times I’m watching the third man as if i’m seperate from him.. The first quality that stikes me about these men is they are ALL powerful.. physically they are well built.. solid.. muscular but not too muscular… energetically they have a powerful presence..  i don’t consider myself to be like this.. they have an energy that I imagine would be alluring to women and as a man you want to be like them.. they seem in control of their life.. they have an essence of security.. they believe in themselves.. you can feel it.. i’m sure you’ve met men like this..

I remember the three of us running and at this stage I am now, definately the third man. We are running.. the sky is blue… there are hills and beautiful scenery in front of us.. all around are picturesque surroundings.. colourful with a crystal like quality.. we continue running.. i’m kind of following the other two.. then they run and jump off the edge of a cliff and fly.. I follow them… i don’t think it odd at all and run and jump off the edge of the cliff with them..

this is where the magic happens.. as i am in the air.. i look at the surroundings.. begin to fly and instantly I become part of the sunshine!!

I became part of the sunshine.. the golden sunshine.. WOW.. that was brilliant.. at that moment i had no body.. my consciousness (as i know it) was present but it was fused with the consciousness of the sunshine… I’m not sure the sunshine was aware of my presence but it and I were joined.. I was aware of it and myself equally… 50-50…

I would be unlikely to post too many other non-lucid dreams here but as you can see this was quite special for me and as such I though it was worthy of mention here..

Thanks

Dean Keune Dreams Dreams, Flying