The Malleable Light

I’m not 100% sure on this one, but it was an interesting one to think about anyway. This experience happened 3 weeks ago. I dreamed that the index finger on my left hand, was nicked. The small cut got bigger and bigger and eventually that finger was barely holding on by skin. I started trying to find someone to get me to the Emergency Room, because I knew that I had only a few hours to get there or else they couldn’t put the finger back on. In this dream, my husband was busy in the upstairs bathroom and couldn’t take me to the emergency room, so I decided that I’d just do without that finger.

I woke up wondering what the significance of the dream was, and decided that maybe it meant that small annoyances, if I let them bother me, would become bigger and bigger issues.

My husband went upstairs, and I heard him yell. Our cat in the middle of the night had tried to jump to the bathroom window, and the window slammed shut on her left paw. We ended up having to take her for a visit to the vet, and had her leg splinted. She’s doing pretty well now. Hopefully in a week or so the splint will come off.

I found this dream interesting since my dream involved my left hand, a visit to the ER and our upstairs bathroom. I think the cat projected her consciousness into my dream to try to get me to wake up so we’d find her. If it wasn’t intentional on her part, I at least think the connection we feel to our animals, comes through when they’re hurt.

Renate Moody Miscellaneous animals projecting, psychic connection

I’m not sure what this is considered exactly. It seems to be a dream about projecting. I started out in the sky, realizing I was projecting. I look up and focus by finding orion. It’s the way things usually work when I project. Orion has always been the way that I focus, even in waking life, since I was a kid basically. I focused on Orion, and I said out loud that I wanted to go wherever it is that I need to go to learn whatever it is that I’m needing to learn.

I ended up in a three room shack. I walked in, and the first room has a gray and yellow chair. I walked through, basically the whole place is gray. In the last room, is a closed door. I was wondering what in the world am I going to learn here. So I started to leave by going through the wall, except I couldn’t get through it. The wall was solid. The door was locked.

A guy came in through the locked door, and had a knife. I had to defend myself by stabbing him with a fork. There was a LOT of blood, but when I left I didn’t have any stab wounds, even though he had stabbed me a lot more than the few stabs I’d gotten in on him. Eventually, I was able to go out the door, and floated up, and continued projecting. I can’t remember now what I did though. I just remember refocusing on Orion and attempting to go somewhere else.

Renate Moody Miscellaneous Astral Projection, Dreams, Lucid Dreams

Unfortunately, I don’t remember much about this astral projection experience. I know that at some point I became lucid. I knew enough to remember to will myself to somewhere in my house, so I focused on going to my kitchen. Scenery faded around me and I did end up in my kitchen, but then when I went outside, it wasn’t my town. It was a city-scape.

I remember also being half-awake, attempting to build up energy by moving my right hand. I’m not sure of the order of all of this, but the fact that I’m beginning to have experiences again, is an excellent sign. The ipod is helping.

Renate Moody Astral Projection, Dreams, Lucid Dreams, Progress

I haven’t had any lucid dreams to speak of, lately, but I’ve been using the sleep timers with an ipod, so I’m hoping to have something to report soon. I’ve had interesting dreams, but nothing I’ve been able to wake up in and control.

Last night, I had a dream that I feel I should have become lucid in. My consciousness was definitely working on waking me. I dream a lot about wrecking and water, so being in a car around water should be a symbol to wake me. Last night, I dreamed I was in a car with a friend of mine. We were driving downtown Chattanooga to go somewhere. It was raining, but not much and then I notice a huge storm in the background.

We neared a bridge and waves come tumbling after us. Then the dream forwards to after the worst of the waves were over. We weren’t in the car anymore, but we were carrying small pieces of metal. Traffic was backed up. On one side, totally stopped and no one was allowed to travel. We needed on the other side anyway. So we take our pieces of metal, throw them across the road and they popped up into our car.

Pretty interesting dream. I tried to go back into it, but wasn’t able to.  This morning I woke up and wrote about the attempt though. I’m posting that here as well, in lieu of a lucid dream to write about.

Malleable Light

Renate Moody Dreams, Lucid Dreams, Miscellaneous, Progress Lucid dreaming attempt, poetry